Thursday, October 13, 2011
I haven't log on in such a long time, so many things in my life are different now. I remember starting this blog when I was only 15 years old...seems so long ago when times were just so simple.
humm I ran a marathon last week, it was hard. I have a lot more mental/physical endurance than I thought.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I haven't written in this in god knows how long. I'm now in grad school and life is treating me well. I could go without the stress though.
I now understand why people block out certain events in their past, as if they have no memory of it. I'm going though a period right now where I feel like I just push a part of my life in the back on my brain and I have a hard time recalling whether or not it was just a figment of my imagination or reality.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
I have a self deprecating personality.I just want to be alone often now.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Sometimes in life things just seem so overwhelming.I don't feel happy. I don't remember the last time I felt intensely happy and that's pretty damn sad.
I try to hard to be there for people and it's sucking my energy. I realize I'm a little introverted, I don't like going out a lot.